A Wednesday Vent Session

Well.....it is a great morning. I hope the day will follow with positive things ahead. With a great night of catching up on schoolwork, a terrific night sleep, I am hopeful for today. Tyler, tyler, tyler...my child. He finally texted me to tell me he needs to talk to me about covering up a tattoo with another tattoo. I wonder how intoxicated he was. He's going to "basic" in the summer,l night school in Jan., I DON'T GET IT!!! How is he paying for it? Is my exhusband's family bailing him out again?? This kid has no sense of responsibility nor does he have any remorse for anything he's done?? He only calls when he needs something and having him as leftovers for this Christmas season is a joke. I guess it's fine in a way because he is about the material things and I have NO $ to get him anything of value (not that he deserves it anyway). So, needless to say, going to a friend's for Christmas Eve (feels like an imposition - I dislike that) and Christmas Day in the afternoon will hopefully see my boyfriend and spend time with him and his family. Why do I feel so displaced...I loathe that. Tonight I'm baking cookies and doing schoolwork to get ahead. Thank God for my job and school - without them I think I'd need to go to the looney bin. TTFN